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I'm pancakes, i'll always lend an ear to ur troubles and a shoulder for you to lean on.
Love status:in love with the most amazing girl ever. (more about me?)

Loves: hanging with my friends, watching anime, playing WoW, laying down with my wonderful girlfriend, cardgames
Hates: feel helpless, being far away from my girlfriend when i'm stuck at college, clowns, needles

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Well, i'm in one of those whole "sick of being single and depressed" moods again lately. It blows.
It's just so hard to deal with lately. Everywhere around me i see my friends with the people they love, happy and such, and i wonder if i'll ever be able to feel like that.

Also, i feel my friends are growing farther apart. None of my oxford guy friends ever call to hang out, and when i call them they're always busy "going out" usually to go to the movies, go drinking/smoking, and gamble. I guess i'm just not fun enuff for them anymore cuz i don't like to get boozed up and puff on cancer sticks.

The only people who call to invite me to stuff still is shawn and sam. then again, i'm like the only person who lives nearby and has a car that shawn knows, and sam is only here on rare occasions cuz he lives so far away.

I just don't know what i should do anymore. Even the friends i see at school who used to cheer me up won't be there anymore, cuz i'm out of highschool. In a little over a month i'll be gone to florida and will barely ever see any of them at all. I just don't want to be alone anymore... is that so wrong?

---Josh.